Wednesday, January 6, 2010

NS First Batch and Gotta Start New Study Life

Yup!! The first batch national service has begun.. I was selected to go for the first batch.. Huh.. Before that i was so worried about my medical check up.. But then, the doctor signed that i was not suitable to go for such aggresive activities perhaps.. However, my friends, Cai Ying and Chong Xuan went for national services in Kulin, Kedah.. Hopefully both of you can accompany each other and spend a good time there.. Miss you all^^ Wish you all the best ya my friends.. Long to see you all again and I am definitely sure that we will..

Hmm.. While for me finally made up my mind where to study.. Of course after days or several nights of considering.. Wan Wen and Ying Yi went to INTI,Nilai.. I heard that it is a good place to study.. They already started their class leh, so fast right.. hahazz.. They seem really enjoy new study life there^^ I heard from Wen that their timetable very compact ler, from 8a.m till 6p.m. Arghh.. So long?? OMG.. Just a two hours break.. I keep wondering how would mine be like? Extremely busy too ba??
About two more days to go to KL, but I not yet really pack my luggage le.. Wen said that I can phone her anytime if i am in doubt of what to bring there.. hehe.. Thanks ya my dearest best friend.. I miss you two so much ler.. Wan wen's birthday footstep getting nearer and nearer yea.. She is turning 18 soon leh.. I am going to the college to study Cambridge A-level.. how would it be like?? I really quite long to experience it myself.. And Sex Fern, Fei, Luan and Suh Huey showered me with their blessing.. Hopefully everything goes as soon as possible.. I am delighted because I am gonna study with Hooi and Jun in the new place.. hehe.. But how good it will be if Wen and Ying Yi also with me.. All the best ya!!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Some days special to me~~ Hmm.. A significant August(Sweet 17)

Hmm.. The few days that mean special to me.. All of these happened last month..
I still vividly remember how everything evolved around..

About the B'day

That Tuesday, after my Physics tuition, Hooi fetch me to Mc'donald.. hmm.. I was told that with the purpose to celebrate my on coming birthday by eating a simple dinner.. to celebrate it earlier.. So right after tuition we went there.. Hmm.. thats some incident occurred before we went to Mc'donald.. Ee Sheon suddenly asked to help him to keep the bag because he said that he gonna get it backtomorrow chemistry tuition.. Hmm.. For being a quite sensitive person,I din aware of it and suspect it at that moment.. I just discovered it later~~

When we reached Mc'd, I still din figure out whats going on.. Hmm.. Until I went upstair.. I saw few of my friends.. Sheon, Calvin and Zi Jian were there.. Wow.. They coming too.. Later I swiftly saw Ivan, Jun, Fei and Sex Fern coming upstair.. And what with them was a cake.. Wow.. They were here to celebrate my Birthday.. I'm touched.. Thanks friends.. Thanks for the surprise and cake although with CSP words on top of the cake.. Hush.. They din voice even a word in tuition so I din able to know it.. I just get surprise.. Thanks for everything.. Thanks for the B'day song too.. We had an enjoyable dinner and chat a lot.. hmm.. Everything happened made me feel so happy.. Hahazz.. Thanks yea all my lovely friends.. Then, we also went to the new Parkson right opposite to the Mc'd.. (Stop sarcastic me on the 1st of August thing yar..) hahazz... Then, the 3rd spot Mamak Spicy.. Its great to gather with you all.. and of course hanging out together.. ^^ We went back quite late that day near 12 ler.. hehe.. fortunately my mum for being a very understanding person waited to open the door for me^^

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Right the day before 30th August, I was asked to go out for dinner with the pourpose brief celebration for the eve of my B'day.. We went to a restaurant for the name of the restaurant hmm ops i forgot dy.. I treat ler tonight.. hahazz..
A luxurious dinner right buddy?? hehe.. Although just 5 of us that night cause exam just around the corner that time so many stay at home to study, we still had an enjoyable time..

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Today, Sunday right the day of my B'day, I went to school as usual.. Never expected that you came so early to school ler.. Thanks yar.. hahazz.. Hmm.. thanks too for your superb cut dolphin too.. Also thanks for my best friends too for their gift..
The shirts that they had choosen for long time in Parkson.. hahazz.. Thanks you all for the sincerity and the presents.. I truly love it.. I already wore one of them to tuition.. The others next time just wear ba~~ ^^ hehe thanks yar all my friends again..
thats all regarding my B'day.. I think maybe I had forget sth ba cause din wrote about it immediately right after the happening.. Exam ler.. Finally finish the two weeks exam.. My trial ler.. scared too for the result..

Actually my mum and brother also came back last month to celebrate my b'day with me.. The cappucino cake taste awesome.. Not bad not bad.. And also my aunt and uncle in KL.. With their two cute daughter including the new born little baby.. She looked like a foreign country baby.. So cute with such fairly white skin.. I like the baby so much keep on carrying her.. hahazz Grandma and grandpa with me too to celebrate for my B'day..

In a nutshell, I had a very memorable B'day this year.. Ah hah.. I also received call from Wan Wen, my forever best friend.. Feel so happy and contented..
Thanks for my dearest best friends for everything.. Because of you all, it had made all the difference this year.. ^^ Thanks ~~ Thanks~~ Thanks~~ Ahhas..





Hmm.. The cute little cousin who feel sleepy so cutezz@@ I love to carry her around..



And guess what inside.. Hurmm..



Cute little intelligent creature~~ Dolphin from Hooi.. Love it~~



Hmm.. This is the Cappucino cake from mummy..



The Tiramisu B'day cake from my best friends~~ Thanks nah.. Write CSP lui wor..

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Have Fun ~~ Fern's B'day

Last Friday, we all went to Fern's house.. She organized her 17 birthday party..
Her house is in KK quite far actually.. Hahaz.. I went there with Ee Sheon's car after my English tuition.. She was preparing for the party actually.. Hmm, precisely was his father.. We were gonna to have a BBQ~~ Yahoo!! We really enjoy the BBQ.. Jun's mum had actually made some jelly.. Quite nice^^ Then what we really enjoy was making the chocolate for the fruits.. Hmm.. We melted the chocolate that Min Fei's bought from bakery I think so.. Bethany cooked the chocolate.. Hmm.. Delicious~~ We prepared strawberry, banana and apple to dip into the chocolate.. It's great.. After dipping them, we quickly put into the ice box to freeze ba~~ Yummy.. Quite nice.. Actually at first Pei Luan suggested to make BBQ chocolate and add some fruits on it then wrap with aluminium foil and heat it.. But quite hard ler.. Actually the first experiment she tested was quite successful but its hard to do all of them.. So we changed the idea.. Then of we all did enjoy that superb chocolate dipped fruits..
Its Sex's B'day of course we did prepare a Tiramisu Birthday Cake for her.. Everyone sang loudly Happy Birthday to her.. Hmm.. She was so high that day that her face actually blush and as red as an red apple ba.. However so bad that Ivan wasn't there that day because he went to Pulau Redang.. If not the atmosphere maybe of higher by his loud and high pitch sound.. Yoyo!! Hmm.. i guess we had sung the B'day song repeatedly for 3 times ba.. Sex so high and happy yohoo~~ Finally sex took out the cheese hotdogs that she planned to eat them lastly.. she said only one for each person cause not enough.. hahaz.. Of course that day we took picturesssss... Happy Beeeeeeeelated Birthday yea my best sweet friend~~~ Sex sweet potato Fern ^^


Hmm.. Preparing


BBQ~~


The pink and the red


Yilin, Siew ying, Sheon, Hooi, Me


Guess who is the B'day girl?? Dadang!! She was on the left hand side^^



Sex Fern's Party


Hmm.. Yummy.. Melted chocolate~~


Busy preparing the fruits

And some more I had finished reading my superb Twilight Saga series during the holiday.. Its great.. Bella finally end up as a vampire.. She became immortal like Edward and they had a half human and half vampire daughter, Renesmee.. Jacob was Renesmee favourite partner.. She like to be with him.. and Bella had the greatest strength among all the vampires.. What benefit her the most was others can’t read her mind and find out what she was gonna do.. I really indulged in it.. I am now awaiting for the next book, Midnight Sun.. How great and how wild Stephenie Meyer’s mind to imagine of this great vampire story.. The movie New Moon will be in cinema in Nov.. After my SPM, I will certainly go and watch it..

However, 3 months left.. Quite scared also cause not really fully prepared or maybe not yet half ba.. And our trial is at 3rd of September and all the teachers are rushing to finish all the syllabus.. Really gonna work hard nih.. Hopefully all my classmates can get flying colours in SPM.. Everyone in my class is really getting serious and maybe start preparing.. God bless ya.. 5Sc2 rox.. ^^

During Teachers’ Day

Hmm.. My school had a celebration on teachers’ day hmm I think months ago..
Hahazz.. Khim, Zi Jian, Sam, Phon , Hooi and me went to buy the presents for teachers..
Hmm.. We actually give each teacher different presents.. We had choose precisely the presents for our teachers.. Hmm.. the smart and beautiful blue tie for our great Physics teacher, Mr Lim Tieng Seng ; a blue and white special hat for our English teacher, Mr Ng ; a pair of elegant and beautiful ear rings for our charming Additional Mathematics teacher, Mdm Tan Geok Ban, a blue pencil case for our Mathematics teacher, Mdm Lew Y S; a cute apple with the writing the only Ms Yeap and A+ Teacher A+ Students for our resourceful Biology’s teacher, Ms Yeap K A; two cute little mug with the writing of Happy Teacher’s Day for our History teacher, Mr Law A C; a cute mug forour class form teacher, Pn Zainun; something like ornament- a pair of clip with beautiful shape on it for our kind and good-tempered BM teacher, Pn Norizan who never want to scold us; a nice pen for our Pendidikan Moral teacher, Mr Tan Ao; a purse for our BC teacher, Ms Chang Yu Pin; and finally a piece of Secret Recipe’s apple crunch cheese cake for our cheese-cake –favourite Chemistry teacher, Pn Rosenee.. Specific present for specific teacher.. hahazz.. And some more Fei had made her own key chains for all the teacher.. She was really creative and all the key chains were actually so beautiful.. Ah hah.. That day before enter the stadium for celebration, we had a gotong-royong to clean our class.. Ah Sir had actually kept looking for ppl to sing him a song.. Cheaw was so funny.. And Hooi had his ‘performance’ on recorder.. Hahazz.. Of course that day we took lots of pictures too.. ^^


Our Chemistry teacher,Pn Rosenee and charming Add Math teacher,Mdm Tan


Our Moral teacher, Mr Tan Ao


Our English teacher,Mr Ng


Chinese teacher, Ms Chang.. See what she is doing..


Yoyo!!All of us..

Our Math teacher,Mdm Lew


Our Physics teacher,Mr Lim.. After took the picture,he shook hand with us and asked us to get A1 for Physic..^^


Yoyo best friends~~ Junny+Me


Hmm.. Hooi's excellent performance


Our charmind Additional Mathematics teacher,Mdm Tan


Hmm.. VICTIMS


My favourite subject,Our Biology teacher,Ms Yeap

Thursday, April 30, 2009

朋友的真正含义

不论在生活中,还是在网上
人人都会有朋友
  朋友是什么
  朋友就是彼此有交情的人
  彼此要好的人
  友情是一种
  最纯洁、最高尚、最朴素
  最平凡的感情
  也是最浪漫、最动人、最坚实
  最永恒的情感
  人人都离不开友情
  你可以没有爱情
  但是你绝不能没有友情
  一旦没有了友情
  生活就不会有悦耳的和音
  就死水一潭
  友情无处不在,她伴随你左右
  萦绕在你身边,和你共渡一生

2.朋友是一种相遇
大千世界,红尘滚滚
  于芸芸众生、茫茫人海中
  朋友能够彼此遇到
  能够走到一起
  彼此相互认识,相互了解
  相互走近,实在是缘份
  在人来人往
  聚散分离的人生旅途中
  在各自不同的生命轨迹上
  在不同经历的心海中
  能够彼此相遇、相聚、相逢
  可以说是一种幸运
  缘份不是时刻都会有的
  应该珍惜得来不易的缘


3.朋友是一种相知
朋友相处是一种相互认可
  相互仰慕,相互欣赏
  相互感知的过程
  对方的优点、长处、亮点、美感
  都会映在你脑海,尽收眼底
  哪怕是朋友一点点的可贵
  也会成为你向上的能量
  成为你终身受益的动力和源泉
  朋友的智慧、知识、能力、激情
  是吸引你靠近的磁力和力量
  同时你的一切
  也是朋友认识和感知你的过程


 4.朋友是一种相契

朋友就是彼此一种心灵的感应
  是一种心照不宣的感悟
  你的举手投足,一颦一笑
  一言一行,哪怕是一个眼神
  一个动作、一个背影、一个回眸
  朋友都会心领神会
  不需要彼此的解释
  不需要多言,不需要废话
  不需要张扬,都会心心相印的
  那是一种最温柔、最惬意
  最畅快、最美好的意境

 
5.朋友是一种相伴

朋友就是漫漫人生路上的
  彼此相扶、相承、相伴、相佐
  是你烦闷时
  送上的绵绵心语或大吼大叫
  寂寞时的
  欢歌笑语或款款情意
  快乐时的
  如痴如醉或痛快淋漓
  得意时的
  善意的一盆凉水
  在倾诉和聆听中感知朋友深情
  在交流和接触中不断握手和感激


6.朋友是一种相助


风雨人生路
  朋友可以为你挡风寒
  为你分忧愁
  为你解除痛苦和困难
  朋友时时会伸出友谊之手
  是你登高时的一把扶梯
  是你受伤时的一剂良药
  是你饥渴时的一碗白水
  是你过河时的一叶扁舟
  是金钱买不来,命令下不到的
  只有真心才能够换来的最可贵


7.朋友是一种相思


朋友是彼此的牵挂
  彼此的思念,彼此的关心
  彼此的依靠
  思念就像是一条不尽的河流
  像一片温柔轻拂的流云
  像一朵幽香阵阵的花蕊
  像一曲余音袅袅的洞箫
  她有时也是一种淡淡的回忆
  淡淡的品茗、淡淡的共鸣

8.朋友是一种相辉

朋友
  就像是夜空里的星星和月亮
  彼此光照,彼此星辉
  彼此鼓励、彼此相望
  朋友
  也就是镶嵌在默默的关爱中
  不一定要日日相见
  永存的是心心相通

What is the value of freindship to you??

Recently,my mood is really down..
I really didn't discover this at the beginning..
Just feel so tired everyday..
I don't hope that this will become depression..
So I need to write it out before it burst me..
What is the value of friend to you?
Get advantages?
Get rid of them once they have no benefit to you?
I know you quite long dy..
I mean I know you this person quite long dy..
I dare not say that I really know what are you thinking about actually..
Because what happen recently seem to give me an impression that I don't know you at all..
Or in other words, you have changed, change to the person I totally don't even recognise at all..
Your behaviour, your way of talking with me..
You know what, I try not to judge you no matter what people said about you..
I try not to believe it..
Because I truly believe that our friendship is true one, not fake one..
If you ask me, what is the things that I hate most in this world..
I will answer you with no doubt at all, I hate fakeness..
I couldn't bear fakeness in our friendship that I initially tought that it was so sincere,so true..
But what happen now made me start to believe that 'TIME WILL PROVE EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD WHETHER IT IS TRUE OR FAKE'..
Yes.. Time will always prove that.. Same to ours..
I never never expected you will said something about me behind..
I never never expected that..
I never never expected you will judge me behind..
Nor this one..
Do you know how I feel after knowing all of these?
I kept on recalling back what I have done? Did I done something really wrong made you to do such thing on me?
I had to admit that everyone had their weaknesses..
I really had done something wrong before..
Lose temper right? Thats what I always try to force myself to control of it..
And till now I am still trying..
But is it yours too over?? Talk bad things about your friend behind? Should a friend do this to the other one whom she considered as a friend..
Why? A friend should not be like this.. Thats not the definition of friends.. Even worse if a best friend..
I know that this is not the first time dy.. I always know that..
I feel like dead whenever I know that but I try my best just to forget it..
I always tell myself that she did not did that purposely.. Maybe I am too sensitive.. She will not repeated that again..
But the incident happen after that made me so disappointed.. The feeling is even worse when that happen over and over again..
PLEASE.. I am not that innocent to let you hurt me over and over again..
I am not that innocent to let my tears shed over and over again..
I am not that stupid to let my own wound to bleed again without healing completely and then getting hurt again..
I AM NOT..
If one day, I made no reaction and no tears falling down my cheek when you do that to me again, thats mean that I am not concern about our friendship anymore.. Thats mean between us the term of friend has gone nowhere..
PLEASE don't force me to do so..
I don't want to let that happen between us..
How can you blame me for the things thats not happen at all? How can you do this to me? I don't want that myself to get immune to what you have done.. PLEASE..
FRIENDS ARE NOT LIKE THIS.. BEST FRIEND ARE NOT LIKE THIS..
You know how hard I try to smile to myself to show others esp you that I am happy..
I don't want others to know about it actually..
but I don't want to pretend to be happy anymore..
As I said, I hate fakeness..
I always hate it..
If I continue doing so, I will end up in hating myself..
So today onward, I will always do what I wanna do, not others wanna see..
Thats my favourite quote.. I have started to learn to protect myself from now onward..
However, I still felt grateful to God that I still have many many best friends that made friend with me sincerely.. Our heart meet each other.. We never pretend in front of each other.. And they always give me support and care whenever I am down and need encouragement.. Thats my real definitions of best friends.. I always feel grateful that I always have real friends to talk to whenever I have any problem or difficulties.. GOd bless you all.. Thanks for willing to stand by me.. Muackss to all of you..

Friday, March 6, 2009

The Twilight Saga






I love Twilight saga so much.. You know what.. I had spent my holiday in 2008 search through the bookstores In Johor for this series of book.. But to no in return of my effort.. However finally I get them all.. I had read Twilight and New Moon in a surprising speed.. I finished them within a week.. Though initially I thought I will spent longer.. Now almost finish Eclipse.. I am head over heels in love with Edward Cullen, the cold one.. I am irrevocably in love with all those characters, The Cullens.. I really admired Bella for all that fortunate stuff..